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Whooooooo!!!!! This past weekend was long and busy. On Saturday Kate and I had to go into Florence for Oni-chan's birthday party. That was fun. Mako-chan, Oni-chan, Kate, and I just sat at the table talking and laughing at various things. It was awesome. They are so far away from me now, so when I do get to see them I treasure every second! ^_^
On Sunday we had to go to my grandfather's 80th birthday party. I was really nervous given the recent problems between my father and me but he was civil...for the most part. I felt exceedingly uncomfortable though, almost to the point of nausea. It just broke my heart to be there when a few days earler my father told me he didn't want me there. *sighs* Ah, well.
I didn't get much realxing time this weekend which I'm sure I'll pay for later. o_O;;;
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[21 Oct 2004|03:12pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVY!!!!!!!
Yay! Today is wonderful Ivy-chan's birthday. Let's all hope this year holds all kinds of sweet, amazing things for her. *blows her a kiss* Love you!!!!
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[20 Oct 2004|07:27pm] |
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Yesterday was just a bad, bad day. *sigh* Work was okay, although the day seemed to pass by very very slowly. Work wasn't the cause of my current melancholy though. My dad called me into his office around 2:30 so we could have a 'talk'. *sigh* You know, I thought that when I moved out I wouldn't have to deal with this kind of thing anymore. But, well...
He first asked me how school was and how I was doing with my money. I was happy for a minute or two, because I thought we were going to have a normal conversation. Ahh, well.
My family is throwing a BIG 80th birthday party for my grandfather on Sunday. One of my aunts, (mako-chan's mom! nya!) called early on in the week and invited Katie and myself. I figured my mother would also invite me that same day or later on when I talked to her on the phone, but she didn't... Anyway, my dad asked me during this conversation at work if my mother had invited me. When I told him no, she hadn't, he smiled and said, "That's because I told her not to invite you."
I was a little thrown off and asked why he did this. He informed me that he didn't want me there. o_O;;; WTF???
He then proceded to tell me that he couldn't stand the fact that I am who I am. He criticized me for being Wiccan, and gay and all this other shit. How did he know about my religion? Well, you know how my parents do things... THEY FUCKING READ MY JOURNALS/LIVEJOURNALS. THEY WENT THROUGH ME STUFF AGAIN!!! No matter where I write stuff or how hard I hide my things, they always always always have read my stuff, and then yelled at me for it. That's why I changed my old livejournal. Fuck! He said that he couldn't beleive he raised a daughter who turned out this way, and that he and my mother messed up big time while raising me. He said that I've killed their souls and stabbed them in the back so many times. Yeah... Awesome stuff to be hearing from a parent, ne? He finally finished saying that he didn't want anything to do with me ever again and that he couldn't stand to be around me. I was so upset I didn't know what to do. I just went to the bathroom and cried and cried until Theresa found me and comfoted me.
I don't even know what to think about this. I should be angry, and I guess a part of me is... But mostly I'm just sad. It's one of the worst things in the world to hear your parents say that they don't like you. I mean, holy shit...
I'm going to have Katie call my aunt and tell her we have other plans that day and can't go to the party. I know I should go because my aunt and grandfather, and mako-chan would want me to go, but I can't. I can't be there knowing that my own father hates me. *sniffles*
Ona lighter note... I got the second manga volume of Saikano over the weekend. it's awesome, I love that series. I also had a dream last night that Katie, Ivy, and I were at another L'arc~en~Ciel concert! *cheers* They were singing weird american songs though. ^^; In any case--->TOMMORROW IS IVY'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!! Happy Birthday Ivy-chan! *hugs her*
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Is it a really weird thing to want to spend the rest of your life making someone happy? When you ask people what their goals/dreams are, most people say something about a career or a job. When I think about it though, I realize all I want to to is come home every day and see Katie's smiling face. *melts* My goal is to make her life full of joy and peace every day. Does that sound weird? I mean, don't get me wrong, I want to write also. I have a few ideas for novels that I'm already working on, and I'd love to see them published. However, as for an everyday job...I guess I really don't care too much. As long as I'm making Katie happy, I'm doing my life's work. When she is happy, then so am I. She is so important to me... *is having a girly moment* Okay, I'm done with my girly rant. What does everyone else want to do with their life? What goals/dreams do you guys have? Post and let me know, I'm curious! ^_^
This morning totally sucked ass big time. I woke up late, missing my first class... Then as I was on the train on the way to my second class, the train got delayed and I was majorly late!!!! Grrrr.... Stupid train... I'm okay now though. I've got my taito fic to work on and a bunch of other ficcies I havn't even read yet! Plus, I'm still wearing in all of those digimon cds. They rock! Okay, that's all for now!
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Wai! Wai! I am so excited! I just posted the first chapter of my taito fanfiction---> Peaches & Cream. Everyone, please go check it out! Thankies!
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2082874/1/
Ivy, it's dedicated to you! ^_~
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Katie went to dinner with a few of her guy friends and I'm lonely! T_T
I don't really like too many of her friends here, well the guys suck anyway... Most of them are rude and arrogant. I can't understand how she can hang around with such crude bastards! ><;;; I adore her friends from Michigan though. They rock! *weep* Ivy!
I feel really strange today... I'm having a really difficult time describing it. I feel, almost invisible. It's weird. Living in a city is kind of like that though. You could walk around the streets with hundreds of people surrounding you, and still no one would even know you are there. It's a really odd feeling. I used to live in a little town with only a few hundred people. Everyone knew everyone. You couldn't go to the grocery store without seeing someone you knew. It's really different here, I kinda like it, despite its strangness. I think I'll go for a walk later tonight. I feel like wandering the streets like some kind of fangirl phantasm. *giggles* ^_~
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Not really much to say today... Just another boring day at school. I did however find some delicious yaoi taito pics online. Here are a couple of the links if anyone is interested. They are graphic pics of boy/boy action, so if you don't like that kinda thing, don't click.
http://taito.libekory.net/xtra/taito-game1-17.jpg
http://taito.libekory.net/xtra/taito-game1-08.jpg
http://taito.libekory.net/xtra/taito-game1-06.jpg
http://taito.libekory.net/xtra/taito-game1-07.jpg
*falls over foaming at the mouth* Soooo...hot...
In other news... I redid some little quizy things I found in my old livejournal. here they are.
Hey now... this one isn't very nice...
| renamon_slave is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested. | N
POISON |
From Go-Quiz.com
This is true...I can feel my immence horniness bubbling up as we speak...
Take the quiz: "What Is Your Kink?"
Nymphomania
You think eating and sleeping are just things you do in between having sex! The problem with there only being 24 hours a day is that there just isn't enough time to cram in all the sex you crave. Your mating call is JUST DO ME!
Okay...Now this one is pretty accurate...
You belong in the world of leaves and trees, where
the wilderness can claim your soul. Somewhere
like a jungle or a thick wooded forest would be
your world. Intensely in tune with nature, you
feel the world belongs to the natural ways that
once ruled the planet. Be yourself, and
everything will work out. Don't let the grind
of the city destroy your free-as-a-bird nature.
Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
brought to you by Quizilla
This one is just kawaii!!!
 I am a Pacman Ghost.
I like to hang around with friends, chatting, dancing, all that sort of thing. We don't appreciate outsiders, and do our best to discourage others approaching us. I enjoy occasionally wandering around randomly, and often find that when I do so, I get to where I wanted to be. What Video Game Character Are You?
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Pretty!!! ^_^
Your beauty is all your own! You don't like to be
the same as everyone else and find that being
unique makes you more attractive. The normal
trends just don't fit you and things are just
more fun when they're upside down. You love to
be the one that turns heads with individuality
and spunkiness. You're kind of beauty, I would
say, could be characterized by your confidence.
Though it's not a physical trait, it
deffinately shows on you. Rock on!(If you can't
see tje pics, go to my homepage and look near
the bottom and find your result)
What kind of Beauty should you have? (girl) (PICS)
brought to you by Quizilla
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This past weekend was pretty busy, so I didn't really get to update. T_T My cousin Kelly got married on Saturday, so Katie and I went to that. We were late of course, because I can never get ready on time and I'm late for everything! It sucks. My cousin Kelly was previously married but her husband died of cancer a year after they were married. She was only 25 when that happend. She's like 30 now, and it's good that she has moved on but for some reason it makes me a little sad. When I watched her on Saturday I wondered if Eric (who died of cancer) was on her mind. He was on mine. For the most part it was fun though. We spent time with Liz and Justin and shared many laughs. I was worried that my parents were going to be assholes, but they pretty much left me alone. I wanted to be nice and dance with my dad for one of the slow songs at the reception. I thought it would make his night. But then later my sister told me that he was telling everyone he and my mother didn't want anything to do with me anymore. T_T Ah well...
Sunday was a little less hectic. Katie and I were playing Final Fantasy when we heard a big ruckus outside of our apartment. Looking out the window we saw lots of tables set up and people walking around. We went outside to check it our and it was a big gay pride festival! *dies* It was also a pro-Kerry thing too. There were stands selling rainbow bags, shirts, pins, etc, food stands, a dj with music, and gay couples everywhere! I love this city! Katie and I bought a t-shirt and some pins. It was really neat to see something like that occur. *sighs happily* I have some more homework to do tonight, but then I MUST continue working on my Taito fic for ivy-chan. I'm into the first chapter, I just have to finish it so I can post it. Yay!
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[08 Oct 2004|10:43pm] |
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Holy shit... Does anyone know what I just recieved in the mail? I JUST GOT 5 NEW DIGIMON CDS FROM DEAR SWEET IVY-CHAN!!!!!!!! HOLY SHIT!!!! *calms down* I now have almost 180 digimon songs. No one should ever be this damn happy!!! I love you Ivy! *jumps on her*
Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net
OMFG, this second survey is frigging disturbing. lain is so scary! I had nightmares for days after watching that! *hides behind Renamon*
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Hehe, once again I find myself in the comp lab typing away and checking out perverted fanfiction. I'm listening to 'Focus' which gets me all squishy since it reminds me of 'The Bishounen Boys'. I love that fic. *winks at Ivy*
I'm in between two different emotions today. I feel a little depressed, well... actually it's more like a desperate kind of frustration. I can't get over how truly amazing my girlfriend is. I love her so much. Just watching her do her homework, listening to her play the piano, or kissing her sweetly on the forehead before bed is enough to bring tears to my eyes. I hope that I am the kind of person she's always wanted to end up with. I hope that I make her life happy. That's really all I want, all I've ever wanted. I feel insignificant sometimes... and I just hope that in some way, I'm good enough for her. *sniffles* God, I can be such a weepy woman sometimes! How gross of me! *laughs*
The other emotion is just immense satisfaction. (weird two emotions to be stuck in between) I was walking in to class today, and I happened to notice how nicely the trees were swaying in the wind. A thought struck me then, "I have a beautiful life"... It made me feel so content. I really DO have a beautiful life. I am surrounded by my amazing lover, glorious friends, and not to mention a shitload of Digimon, anime, and Final Fantasy! Despite little day to day problems, I really am...happy. *swoons*
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Today seemed to fly by pretty quickly for some reason. o_O; It was nice though. My 'work-mommies' had a nice surprise for me! They gave me a basket full of groceries and other things to use around the house. They also presented me with a beautiful card and a $60.00 gift card to Shop Rite! This will absolutely help with groceries for awhile! It brought tears to my eyes that they support me unconditionally and that they always help me out. I love my co-workers, they are fantastic people!
I did a wonderfully retarded thing on my way home though... When I first started reading fanfiction, I kept it in big binders so it was easier to carry around. Well, I had my favorite binder with me today, with all of my BEST yaoi fics. I had lots and lots of stuff in my arms after work, so I put my fanfiction binder on the roof of my car so I could manuever eveything else in.
I get in my car...start driving down the road...look behind me through the rear windshield...and notice white pieces of paper flying behind my car...???
Yes people, that's right. I left the damn binder on the roof of my car and drove off with it there. I am the dumbest person alive! *weep* I spun my car around and grabbed my binder from the middle of the road. There were scattered pieces of paper flying everywhere though, so I couldn't grab it all! Taito was flying all over the city of Riverside today! In actuality, I only lost like 20 pages or so, and it was from fics I just recently printed out and stuck in there. But still...I'm such an asshole...
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I know I already posted a hideously long entry for today, but I forgot one thing... I posted the beginnings of a new Taito fanfiction! Yes! It's called Peaches & Cream. It's dedicated to dear Ivy! *hugs her* I'm actually going to send her the original written copy when it's done. Yay! Anyway, only the prologue is on there right now, and even that's pretty short... but there will be more soon! Here's the link!
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2082874/1/
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| The woes of poorly written fanfiction... |
[04 Oct 2004|08:08am] |
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*****WARNING!!!! THIS ENTRY CONTAINS EXPLICIT QUOTES FROM FANFICTION! THEY ARE QUITE GRAPHIC, ((AND HILARIOUS TOO..)) IF YOU ARE NOT USED TO THIS KIND OF THING, OR JUST DON'T LIKE IT.... DO NOT READ!!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED...********
Okay. So Katie and I were on adultfanfiction.net last night to catch up on Digimon fanfiction. For those of you who don't know, fanfiction is a story written about a show,game,movie,anime,etc... where the writer takes the over and manipulates it into whatever she/he wants. While the characters and the background may be the same, the writer makes the characters do whatever she/he wants! It's pretty fun actually! ^_~ ((I know everyone probably knows all about fanfiction here, and it's not like that many people read my journal anyway *weep* But I figured a brief explanation would be best in any case.))
With fanfiction, you always have a chance of stumbling across stories that are poorly written. Most of the time, everyone does a pretty decent job, but every once in a while some horny 11 year old kid posts a fic that makes you want to jump off a bridge. Oh man, did we find some bad ones last night. Holy shit... I want to make it clear that there is a very very fine line between good sexual fanfiction and smut. I hate smut. Smut is for gross old men who have nothing better to do than sloppily look at crap like that. Fanfiction is wonderful. I will admit to reading piles and piles of it, re-reading favorite scenes between two characters. But c'mon now... as long as it's well written and contains a pretty good example of grammer and spelling, it's okay, right? So anyway, the quotes below are gross accounts of Digiomn fanfiction. The comments within (( )) are my own. Everything else is just to display how horrible writers can really be. Beware... Rough waters ahead.... I am slipping into sarcastic bitch mode...
~~~~Terrible Digimon Fanfiction Quotes ~~~~
Renamon/Ruki:::((This is a girl/female digimon pairing))
**”More and more secretions poured out of their pussies from the excitement going on down there…”
((First of all...I HATE THE 'P' WORD! There are a million other words for the female genetalia. Use them))
**”Rika felt the splash and knew her time was done.”
((Her time was done?!?! What, was she at a water park?))
**”She had an average sized spray of an orgasm finding it to be very enjoyable”
((I'm glad this probably came right out of a science textbook... ><;;;))
Yamato/Gabumon::: ((This one is a male/male digimon pairing))
**”He then put his head down over to his limp member and sucked on it.”
((Shouldn't it already be hard if the guy is aroused? Why is he putting a flaccid penis in his mouth? Ewww!))
**”Gabumon could have started with some touching, but decided it was best if he got the ball rolling as soon as possible.”
((Well, isn't that nice!! *shakes head grumpily*))
**”Sucking him off instead of sitting around and doing nothing seemed very appropriate to Gabumon”
((How good for Gabumon! I'm glad his national pastime is having sex with his digidestined!))
**”He did some fondling motions every now and then to spice up the already Cajun situation.”
((What the hell does this one even mean????))
**”Matt thought of Gabumon as his best friend, but never in a million years thought that he would do something like this to him. I mean only true friends would do this.”
((Don't you mean lovers?))
**”He could feel his dick building up with fluids just dying to get released for the first time.”
((That's quite gross...))
**”He had something poking out below his waist and Matt examined it. It turned out to be his penis which was quite large. Matt had no idea that digimon had dicks too, but came to the conclusion that they had to piss some way.”
(( I laughed for a good 10 minutes when I first read this. It's so stupid it's hilarious!))
**”Though if it meant being gay to have your same sex friend blow you then Matt would admit his un-straightness.”
((What a profound revelation!))
**”Matt was a little grossed out doing this, but had to admit he was having some fun too.”
((Why in the fuck would you have sex with someone if it grossed you out?))
**”He wasn’t exactly sure how to do this so he simply licked it like it was a big candy with no flavor”
((Oh boy... I know that's what I want to go and do now...))
**”Matt’s prediction was right, cum tasted terrible”
((Of course it does! But this is supposed to be erotic! It's not erotic if you say things like that!))
Taichi/Hikari:::((This is a brother/sister pairing))
**”Kari’s head moved up and down like a real pro”
((A pro? This is now an occupation?))
**”She also liked the soft feel of his hairless balls and played with them like a toy.”
((Oh eww...))
**”Tai: "Keep it up Kari, and you’ll get your reward."
((Oh goody, I'm glad you sound like an old child molester trying to lure a kid into your car, Tai. Good job!))
**”She then licked Tai’s member until it was bone dry giving him some last second thrills.”
(('bone-dry' is not a good way to describe something like that...))
Takeru/Yamato::: ((This one is brother/brother))
((Are you ready for this.....?))
**”Takeru sat on the end of his bed, waiting for his brother to come and fuck him in the ass.”
((*dies laughing*))
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Today was a nice, lazy Sunday! =^^= Katie and I slept till about 1:00 in the afternoon. Hehe, I usually don't sleep like that for that long, but getting up so early for school and work during the week really wears me out... it was nice! Then after that we played Final Fantsay VII for like, two hours. We took a really long walk also. It was a beautiful day and I couldn't stand to waste it. We passed by an anime store on Soth Street and we ended up buying this months Newtype magazine and...and...and... YAOI MANGA!!!!! YES! OMFG! LIFE IS GOOD!!! I happened to glance at the manga bookshelf and noticed one that was bound. They usually don't bind manga unless it's really dirty, so naturally I picked it up! ^_~ It was yaoi, so we absolutley bought it. It's called: "Kizuna-Bonds of Love" and it rocks! It has all kinds of man/man goodness. The artworks not fantastic, but it is awesome nonetheless. *pants heavily* I'm still trying to finish my homework right now. *sighs* I procrastinate so very badly when it comes to this kind of thing...
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| Ivy rocks my world!!! |
[02 Oct 2004|10:39pm] |
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I just wanted to say, that Ivy is the greatest person ever. Not only has she burned numerous Digimon cd's for my obsessive enjoyment, but tonight she helped Katie fix her computer so that we can again watch the Digimon movies. We couldn't for a while because it crashed. Ivy, you freakin ROCK! =^^=
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Today has been nice so far. After school, I came home and took a really long nap since I was the most exhausted individual on the face of the planet! Then Katie and I played Final Fantasy X all day! *grins* I leveled up my characters and they're total bad-asses now! I'm right near the end of the game too, I'm so excited! I'm in the middle of making dinner right now, and after that...probably more Final Fantasy. Yes! I've got my Digimon cd's on now, it's freaking awesome. For those of you who don't know, Digimon music is the BEST there is. Yes!!!
I read something in Ivy's livejournal that scared the shit out of me. It was a forward that talked about the draft being issued in 2005, and women would have to go! Women and Men between the ages of 18-25 would have to go. Holy shit. I'm hoping that that it wasn't true. I am so scared, I almost can't stand it. Katie wouldn't have to go to war because of her health problems, but I..I would have to...
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NERDS OF THE WORLD, UNITE! YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE BUT YOUR BORINGNESS!
This icon fucking rocks. I got it off of the Naruto-icons community. Katie likes akashi better than Sasuke, but I think she's crazy. Naruto and Sasuke are the best yaoi couple EVER. Well, no, they're not. That title is reserved for Yamato/Taichi *sighs happily*
Katie and I just got home from the dance. ^o^ It was...kinda boring for the most part. There weren't that many people there. It was an interesting experiance though, since it was a 'coming out' party. No, seriously...it was a dance for gays! There were men dressed as women and women dressed as men. You really couldn't tell what gender anyone was. Katie and I didn't cross-dress. We wore dresses. Yes, that's right... I was forced to wear feminine clothing. ><;;; It was pretty neat though. Well, it was different anyway. We left pretty early because I can't handle large social settings for very long!
Tommorrow I get done classes pretty early. Wheee!!!! This is good because then I can come home and take a nap! I'm so freaking tired. I didn't get to sleep at all today after work because my boss made me stay late to drop a car off at someones house. *pouts* Okay, I better get going now! Ja ne!!!!
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Holy shit, am I tired... I went to bed a little earlier last night but I'm still so freaking exhausted! I almost fell asleep in my politics class today! Luckily I was able to catch my head before it hit the desk in front of me! *laughs* I'm awake now though. It's only in that first class where I'm in very real danger of falling asleep. I can probably get away with taking a nap after school though. *cheers*
Katie bought me flowers yesterday! ^o^ She told me she got them because I was on her mind. It made me so happy! *smells them* They're wonderful. Oh yeah, I'm going to a dance with her on Thursday night. It's at her school, and it's not formal at all it's just a fun little thing and I can't wait. I don't really care for dances that much ((large social gatherings kind of make me crazy...)) but I'm glad to be going if it's with her. Sqweee!!! Damn... I sound like a moron. I'll stop now.
Hee! In other news... I just left Kalm in FFVII after hearing Cloud's story of his past. Man, is he FUCKED UP! I can't handle the thought of him and Sephiroth together, it's just too damn hot. What an awesome couple. Of course that's never stated in the game, my sick fuck mind just made it up, but still...
Okay, I really need to leave since I have class in a few minutes. I'll write back later tonight if I can. Ja ne!
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Good Evening! Like my icon for this entry? It's Rinoa from Final Fantasy VIII! I swear she is the prettiest woman ever, aside from my Katie of course...
Today was a good day. I went to work and dealt with asshole customers, like usual ><; I had to go to my parents house for dinner tonight, but I didn't have to stay for very long since I had loads of homework to do. Ugh. One of my co-workers, Theresa, found out about my um...gayness today. She's a beautiful woman to whom I look up as a mother figure. I was really afraid that she would be upset. (( I mean, she's my parents age. Usually adults are the ones with the problem towards stuff like this)) She took me in her arms instead and told me how much she loves me. *blinks in surprise* She said that I was like a daughter to her and that she doesn't care about anything like that because it's just one small part of me that makes up the whole. She also said that she was happy as long as I was happy. *blinks back tears* I love her so much, what a good role model! It really made my day. Plus, I feel a bit of a burden being lifted off since she knows. I wanted to tell her for so long but was too afraid. And now see? *beams*
It was raining really hard when my dad was driving me back to the city. It's just remnants of that tropical storm I guess. There were even tornado warnings for that area! Anyway, there was so much water on the road that it made the pavement seem almost alive with ripples! It was like driving on top of a lake. It was very pretty. A little scary...but pretty nonetheless!
Okay, that's about it for today. I must go play more FFVII and read Digimon Tamers manga *grabs Renamon lovingly* Good night everyone!
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